I cant do this anymore.. I just cant.

Im sick of giving and giving and getting nothing in return. Im sick of getting death stares from people for no reason. Im sick of feeling so fucking numb. Im sick of crying and im sick of feeling so damn alone. I have never felt so empty and alone in my entire life. I have this huge hole and I cant fill it. I ( Read more... )

Waiting...

for you to want me, for to you need me, for you to notice me....

I hate valentines day...

I couldnt help but feel lonenly today. I walked into school and saw everyone with ballons and flowers and just, I dont know... didnt get too good of a feeling I guess. Its amazing though how a hug from someone you love with everything you have can change your mood almost instantly. And I must say that I have the greatest ( Read more... )

Bah. Today was freakin pointless. I did absolutly nothing. Hate!

On the other hand, I had so much fun last night! Here are some pictures.. I'll have more later.

( Click it )

Happy eighteenth birthday....

Two months...

( I love you more than you'll ever know... )

Ever feel like your fading into the background?

I fear I've lost my best friend.

I hate today.

I'll do a real update one of these days..

( You have my attention )

I wish it was summer right now. All I want to do is just get in the car, roll the windows down, listen to my music really loud, and just drive. That'd be so nice right about now..