well anyway, at least the room next door is. I tried to hang up Christmas lights across my ceiling and the hooks refused to hold them. What a fucker. And Nicole was not very supportive. Whatever, it was kind of fun fighting with her. Also, I couldn't help but be in a good mood, Matt sent me flowers again today. Purple ones...my favorite color. And ( Read more... )

so much for listening to taking back sunday. mother fucker. anyway, I'm in a lovely mood this morning and I'm really not being sarcastic. Matt and I had a much needed talk and perhaps it was better that I was a bit inebriated for it. Anyway, so happy. I woke up at 7 AM and I've been cleaning and packing ever since. Matt is so cool. No I'm joking, I ( Read more... )

No, I'm lying actually. I am happy pretty much. Not overjoyed or anything, but definitely happy. Matt's being awesome and I love the CDs he sent me and I'm listening to one of them right now. It is so weird, he put "Dream a Little Dream Of Me" on it, and it is my all time favorite song. Granted it is a classic song, it just made me so happy to hear ( Read more... )

Well, I miss high school. I definitely did not see that coming. Its just that I miss having a mix of people around me all day. I don't like going back to my hall filled with hundreds of girls, and not a single stable guy around to tell me to calm the f down and that I'm overreacting when I get mad at someone. Guy friend, where are you? I miss ( Read more... )

Well, I was looking for a Christmas gift for Matt and I figured it out. I'm gonna get him martini glasses with Interpol lyrics engraved on them. I'm really excited and I hope he will be too. Its thoughtful anyway. I guess I really haven't posted in a while. Life is going well and I've been doin well too. No crazy attacks or anything. I still like ( Read more... )

i have another conduct hearing. i have a shitload of stuff to do. my dad asked for me to come home for thanksgiving. i just cant do it. i cannot go to florida and then come back to...this. i'm scared to go home. i just want to sleep for a year. why don't people hibernate?

So this weekend went pretty well and I really can't complain. I can honestly say that not having a cell phone prevented a few drunk phone calls. To Matt. I'm not gonna lie and say I didnt sleep with the damn bear. it suddenly hit me i'm in a kind of shitty mood. eric bugs the SHIT out of me and he wont pick up on the fact that i hate his pussy shit ( Read more... )

I am completely happy. guess what i got in the mail? A card and a stuffed animal from Matt. too cute. way way too cute. but not in a bad way at all. And he was already being cute today in general, so this is just a bonus. I had a nap with it already. Its Share Bear...he said its for me to snuggle or cry with cause he's not here. I am not the type ( Read more... )

that's right, i'm not gonna lie. i have an obsession with the facebook. it rocks my world. they should publish success stories. Anyoone remember Ryan Capecci from VA that left at break? he's on there. awesome. i love ryan. facebook rocks.

Well I'm in Madison and its Saturday night, the day before Halloween. Tonight had better rock. I am really excited... so I'm going as a poser/Oz. I'm gonna be so emo. I even dyed my hair. this is gonna be awesome. as long as i'm drinking...i'll be good. rocking time. matt wants me to spend the night again. again implying that i spent the night last ( Read more... )