ugh, cant sleep yet again. Whenever I try to... I have terrible dreams of people that have been treating me like shit. It shouldnt bother me... but it does..even to the point I dream about it. Im really sick of everything. The same old same old. I wish I could just move away, get away from everything that has been going on and bring everyone who's ( Read more... )

So some kids TPed my house.. and I caught them in the act. Whoever you are... you suck because I caught you... but, you also did a pretty good job. Next time a sawed off shot gun will be involved. Oh and thanks, from my parents.

Everything seems so sullen... All because Im lonely and it's way too early to still be awake. Halloween better be all Im hoping it will be. Oh it will.

Im terribly bored and everyone is out doing the usual... I need an usual and an unusual.

I poured myself a cup of tea. I placed the cup of tea in the fridge and drank from the pitcher.

It was a nice night for a walk. I hope everyone took advantage of it. I hit up the vous solo and read for three and a half hours. Some eager old man was giving me the eye... but that was easily fixed with a long stare down... that I won... and switch of table. I also babysat today and will again tomorrow...pretty exciting ( Read more... )

I cant sleep... Im so fucking lonely it's ridiculous. I've been thinking far too much the past couple days. Im not in a very good mind-set to share...

Im sorry to anyone who has been apart of any of this ridiculous drama that has been happening. But most likely if you know about it, you have contributed to it. I didnt want it to get to the point where I had to tell people I dont want them in my life anymore... but honestly. I cant take it anymore. Im sorry if you've recieved rumors or whatever ( Read more... )

I realized that I am starting to feel either what is the first signs of mono, or my body's just telling me that my almost three month drinking binge is catching up with me ( Read more... )

Today has not been the best of days... My syncope got really bad and I've felt terrible all day... Trav got a ticket... We have no money and no gas. We are suppose to leave tomorrow to come back to the states... but border patrol could stop us... which would be really good.