Life's like that, particularly when you're in the first few years of being on your own. Nothing seems to bring any progress, you feel kinda trapped underneath everyone else' success, or trapped by societal standards, or even your own limitations... it ain't easy. It's real easy to feel like giving up and trying to disappear
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Thanks, Chris. This made me feel a lot better. I hate when I get in childish moods like this, but sometimes it can be frustrating.
I think I have your phone number still! I hate talking on the phone, but maybe one of these days I'll ring you up. Or perhaps you won't answer so I can leave you a message full of creepy heavy breathing.
Where in CA are you moving? I've been considering to move somewhere around the SF bay area for awhile now. Portland is on my mind too, but of course that isn't Cali.
At least you only have 'til March! I've got to wait until August. D:
I've been feeling the same way in the past 9 days, so you're not alone. This has possibly been the single worst week (and more) of my life, and I hate thinking you have hit rock bottom but then you find out the hole gets deeper.
I know how you feel about wanting to disappear. I have a plan, and you are more than welcome to join me: Drink until we forget all this shit ever happened. I intend to forget all but the first month of the age of 20 personally.
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I think I have your phone number still! I hate talking on the phone, but maybe one of these days I'll ring you up. Or perhaps you won't answer so I can leave you a message full of creepy heavy breathing.
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At least you only have 'til March! I've got to wait until August. D:
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I know how you feel about wanting to disappear. I have a plan, and you are more than welcome to join me: Drink until we forget all this shit ever happened. I intend to forget all but the first month of the age of 20 personally.
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