So I went to the Doctor yesterday. I went for my abdomen inspection to see if the lumps were still there. Well, they are. I have to go for an ultra-sound in a month. It's pretty scary. Underneath my ribs is absolutely killing me right now. Even the slightest touch is painful. At least it's not going to spread ( Read more... )

I SAW 30 SECONDS TO MARS LAST NIGHT!

IT WAS PRETTY MUCH AMAZING!

MY FRIENDS MADE ME LEAVE RIGHT BEFORE THEY CAME OUT TO TALK TO ME.

OH WELL, THINGS HAPPEN.

IT WAS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED. IT WAS AWESOME.

The ongoing battle between love nad lust. Although true love exists, it is in our minds? Our hearts are simply an organ to keep us alive. Symbolism plays every part in this play. Hearts are what keep us alive so when the heart is in lack of love does it lust to stay alive. Is loving a simple way of saying living.

I am going to the hospital today! WHOO HOOOO ( Read more... )

i felt like i knew you ( Read more... )

So. The Pink Spiders are going to be here October 10th. I fucking love them and I think everyone else should too. I want to go with someone. Tell me if you want to go with me ( Read more... )

It's getting worse. Everyting is getting worse but in a good way. I don't know what to do anymore. As much as I want to float on a cloud and live life away I can't. I still think about someone from a recent past even though I know the person doesn't think about me. Well, maybe he does. He doesn't tell me anymore.

I am a volcano waiting to

I'm twelve. Someone told me they have a crush on me. It's not even the person I ever thought it would be. Crazy.

Here's a little update for everyone. I finally have a job thank god I do not have to sit on my ass anymore. I will be bascially be doing customer service in the music department @ Best Buy. I know it sounds a little cheezy but at least I will be around something I know a lot about and I get to talk to peole about music. Yes ( Read more... )

Sometimes there are things that bring a fear into life that can make a person not want to take another stop forward ( Read more... )