I am literally gonna lay it all out right now. You can choose to read or to hit the back button. I have not gone to bed without crying in a week. All I can think about it how much life has gone downhill for me. I have gotten in more trouble with a lot of things then you all know. I am basically the only one I can blame for my problems too. I ( Read more... )

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Today was suppossed to be a great day. I have been looking forward to today for a month. There is nothing now. There isn't anything to look forward to anymore. I keep trying to think of something but there's nothing. I used to care about stuff and now I just don't. I am missing the only show I have been looking forward to and quite possibly ( Read more... )

I am going to go to bed now. For awhile. There are only 3 people who are going to know where I am, I think. I don't know why everything sucks? Well I guesss I do and I am not doing anything about it. It's hard to think that there are some REAL good things going on right now, there really is.. and I couldn't be happier about it... it's hard ( Read more... )

The hum of the laptop. The background movie noise. Bright lights killing, wishing the switch wasn't so far away.

So conversations are funny when they take place @ 4:00 in the morning. Well it at least made me smile =) I guess I will be stuck at my house again today. Doing nothing. Waiting in anticipation for someone to call and hang out. I feel like Erin and I should go get some dinner and then a pitcher at Up and Under. I am feeling ADD and should ( Read more... )

Can you take a deep breath and construct a feeling from it? Close your eyes. Even though it's not beside you, it's still there. Deep breath in. It might be depressing but the wind from your outward breath will blow it away. Little by little the bad will become good. Open your minds to new things, new feelings. Soon the others will seem to ( Read more... )

I guess I have something else now to take up my time, since I don't have 9,000 other things to do.