so yesterday was the last day of school. we had our gay little awards thingy for the smart kids..i got an award for this club thing i was in. and i about fell down the stage steps lol..oops. then lunch was really upsetting because i realized how many of my friends i wont see next year..or ever agian..so ofcourse i ended up crying. then i had to sit ( Read more... )

so yeah, lately i have been really pretty lonely..which really isnt anything new.. the last day of school is tomorrow so i will probably be getting REALLY lonely soon. which totally sucks ( Read more... )

soo...i got my blood test results back and they said that i have a low white blood cell count..its supposed to be 5.5 to 10.5 and mine is 3.3..so i have to go back in a week or two and get blood drawn again.oh joy..the chicago trip was alright i guess..charter busses are TOTALLY over rated though.the seats were not comfortable at all and the tvs ( Read more... )

so..since the show (last friday) i have continued to feel like shit. i am still really sore and my ears are STILL ringing let me remind you this show was lemme count..1,2,3,4,5..yeah 5 days ago! this is insane..i just got home for the doctors office and had a strep test urine test and a blood test done(ow) so i dont know whats goin on with me..they ( Read more... )

so..i went to the show tonight.which was incredibly great lol..i am so freakin sore and i have a ton of bruises.i got to see Johnny..which i have been waiting for for like over a month now..and he kinda blew me off the fist time i saw him then the next couple..it was little better but i still wish i could have talked to him a lot more..after all he ( Read more... )

so i went to ft.walton beach(which is 6 miles from destin)Florida with the candlish family for spring break. i had a great time. the wether kinda sucked but it was fun walking on the beach and laying out a couple times when the wether was nice. we met A TON of people down there i met a lot of people that had the same taste in music as me, almost ( Read more... )

lately things have been going alright...im doing a lot better dealing with the fact Boots is gone..its been 34 days,and i still feel horrible and miss her so much..i will never stop missing her..i love her so much..i just wish she were still here,well..shes still here..but yeah,you know ( Read more... )

the show last night was kicked uber ass ( Read more... )

today went well...last night i went to the dance and everyone liked my outfit.i had a good time! then ariel ash chels marta and i went and saw hitch..which was pretty lame kinda good but wasnt really worth 9 bucks!afterwards i went to ariels..which is always great fun becuase i love her to death.then around 2 we went to the diner then here to get ( Read more... )

the beginning of today sucked because i didnt sleep well once again..and had to go to school...i slept on the bus and it seemed like the ride was never ending! which sucked because the bus seats are hard to get comfortable in and it was freezin cold cause the heaters are broken on my bus.so i got to school and luckly we had a sub first period who ( Read more... )