Thanks to my fatherr feeling like Eddie can't do shit right, he pissed eddie off so badly yesterday tat now eddie wants tomove this month to Oregon. If they leave this soon I'll die. I know I'm moving there after I graduate but that's not for three years. I can't stand the thought oflosing my nephews for 3 years because my dads an ass. My mom's ( Read more... )

Yippee I beat my fear. I called the person I have a crush on! I won't reveal his name but I am so proud of myself for overcoming my fear. Now all we need to do is find a comfy situation for us to get together and meet face to face. But baby steps, I'm not getting my hopes up.

So last night was my Tim McGraw concert. It was absolutely magnificant! I was in heaven. Faith Hill was there for one song <3 I lost my voice and my throat hurts like hell. I tried taking my medication thismorning but I almost cried iturt so bad. But it's well worth it. I spent $160 on merchandise. Yes it was well worth it ( Read more... )

It's been a while so I decided to update. I been going to school, I'm really liking it this semester. I go to school Tuesday 9:30-11, wednesday 5-8, thursady 9:30-11, then 5-7. I have two online classes and a lot of free time as you can see. I know it will speed up and get busy as the semester drags on. Qui should be moving to my side of the world ( Read more... )

nothing much to update...i made an ass out of myself during my drunk week. Jess ended up talking me into going out to nads party tonight but then everyone was all flaky so we decided not to go. She says she may have one next weekend cuz her bday is next week. So here I sit...bored actually. I'm going to watch an ondemand movie tonight. Nothing else

do i always find out guys like me after the fact? Now they like someone else. Even if I still crush on them, my life sucks.

So I've spent the past 2 nights drunk off my rocker ;x I plan to make tonight the 3rd night >=) I've made what I consider a huge mistake during my drunkeness...i ope it didn't ruin everything I've worked for. My parents decided to come home friday night. I got my hair done yesterday, I actually love it! My hair lady is go9ing to come eat dinner ( Read more... )

If there is at least one person in your life whom you consider a close friend, and whom you would not have met without the Internet, post this sentence in your journal.

So my parents left this morning at 6 a.m ( Read more... )

When life gets tough
And times get too rough
I reach for you to pull me through
you engulfed my soul
loved me so
why did i mess up
i lost you forever, i see my mistakes....yup
now i want you back
impossible dreams
you deserve happiness, i deserve loneliness
i find my love and selfishly threw it away.