i don't think i have ever felt this alone and confused. this has been the strangest last few days of my life and they just keep getting weirder. i opened up to 4 people and only one of them has helped me. one. i think it would help if people showed they care. i know they do, but show me. it'd make me feel better. i just need someone to tell me it's ( Read more... )

at first i wasn't going to post anything even though i have so much on my mind, however i'm not all that tired and thought might as well. kind of odd considering i haven't slept much in the last 2 days. i haven't eaten much in the last few days either. that's probably why these shorts keep falling down *shrugs*

last night was probably one of the ( Read more... )

such a great day at work today. i always get there at 3 and usually just sit around and read until 6 when the gates open. but today jeff, my boss, was in his office more so we were all just chatting which was real fun. christina took at least 20 minutes to send a 4 line email. omg it was so frustrating but hella funny.. lol. it was used car night ( Read more... )

good day at the ballpark. Ozzie Smith (mlb hall of famer) was at the game signing autographs so that was exciting. my dad got him to sign a ball so yay for us! i even got to shake his hand when he left b/c we were handing out yogurt. i made sure he got two.. hehe. he was super nice and was eating this HUGE thing of vanilla ice cream.. lol! ( Read more... )

i'm really only doing this thing so that i can learn how to do a LJ cut. i had a pretty good night's sleep but my alarm to talk to lisa went off too early, but oh well. i get to talk to my lisa :D i'm gonna make pancakes here pretty soon. yummy! i'm looking forward to going to work today.. get to see jenny and matt! but where is kevin? he is never ( Read more... )

today was such a good day. i'm really going to miss my internship when summer ends. i was so excited when i got to work today b/c i have been so bored lately. but then as soon as i got in and sat down jeff handed me all these phone numbers to call about the upcoming scouting event this weekend. i just felt so pressured so that wasn't good but that ( Read more... )

last night was horrible. i was up until like 3 just sitting here staring into space. i felt so numb.. that's the best word to describe it. i had never felt like i did last night before. i didn't even want to chat with anyone and people were online. don't know what was up, but hopefully i'm better now. well anyway i set my alarm so i could talk to ( Read more... )

today has been such up and down day. early this morning (late last night) i got really excited about something that never happened which left me sad and disappointed going to sleep. that sucked. i got up and lisa was online for the like first time this month. but we only talked for one minute. at least she sent me an email which is real nice. ( Read more... )

so today was a big waste. i did nothing productive.. just stayed home and watched tv. i did go to HEB with my mom and right as we walked outside, it started pouring. we were completely drenched esp b/c my mom always parks way out. my mom was freaking out but i just kind of danced to the car and then she started laughing. hey.. one of the things on ( Read more... )

today was a good day.. slept in late and then basically shopped all day. i got 2 awesome skirts and 2 tops to go with them. they look sooo good if i do say so myself ;) i also got a digital camera and i didn't have to pay for it! i was going to but then my parents did.. that makes me happy. then went to church and got frustrated b/c they had a ( Read more... )