confusion..

[kels00314]

I hung out with Eric Andrew Kat Jon. It was totally weird just looking at andrew and not thinking "man i wish you would burn in hell". it was more like.. "dude what the fuck. this kid is totally not like he used to be". As much as i hate andrew for everything he's done and the things he doesn't even realize he's done, i simpathize for him. I know

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[lone_ticketstub]

Kels I dont think it's bad and anyone who wants to throw it in your face well they are indeed a douche you know i'm sorry for everything I did and I am trying as hard as I can to change my "image" and as frekain impossible as that is, well I dont care because it's not only for evryone else that i'm becoming a better person. I'm doing it for myself too. I made a lot of bad decisions and I intend to at least TRY to make them up to everyone it may take my entire life but that's something I would gladly give up for my friends. I'm sure as hard as it is for you to believe me; thats just how much harder i'm willing to strive to regain my TRUE friends you all are so completely worth it and i'm not just gonna let it blow up in my face over like an hour of blurred vision, nasuea, and sex. You all are worth more than that to me.