while we were at wild oats she picked out this card and wouldn't let me see it. she made mom buy it. and when we got home she made me get the mail and i got a card. the envelope had a scribbly picture of a girl on the front with a large head a button nose and a scribble body. on the back there are two stickers that saw awsome! and Fantastic then ( Read more... )

livejournal has broken my heart. so i will be deleting my journal shortly. i wont be viewing your journals anymore either, i think talking in person is the best way of communication and computers are not very good with expressing emotions. if you would like to talk to me. you should have my number. and if you don't have my number you should know ( Read more... )

i have so much to do and to think about i think my brain has collapsed. what am i going to do when school starts? why am i such an air head? why did i i say that.. who says that? nobody. why do i say that all the time too. oh god shut up ( Read more... )

today in retrospect was bitter sweet. the bitter morning and the afternoon sweetness. i want a polka dot bathing suit. and i want a lot of things. like my 12:12 am wishes to come true. i would like my future to be a sure set thing. and i would like to never grow apart from the people i have come to love. it's so hard to take the changes in. but i ( Read more... )

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today i woke up around twelve and then woke up long enough for me to get annoyed with my family and then went back to sleep off and on until six. i decided to call everyone i knew only to get answering machines for everyone i called. no one called me back. so i decided to start reading a new book sense my other one is at brianna's. the alchemist. ( Read more... )

everything happens so fast these days i feel i can hardly stop to catch my breath. i miss you friends. natalie. furzanna. sierra. sydney. ariel. claire. lindsey. and i miss everyone else too.
i am watching acadia until 2:30... you all should call me and make plans with me. or vise versa.

all the tv shows season finales make me have a good cry. so do things not going my way ever. and so does my family. when all put together lets just say i am not the coolest girl in school anymore, i am the wettest, like wet lindsay ( Read more... )

my ode to rap. and music videos. and rap music videos ( Read more... )

i wonder if my basoomas will grow if the theory is in reverse?

shut up self.