Feel like letting go...

[kelsey_ww4]

This is an entry full of cussing and ranting, you have been warned.

Okay,so I'm so damn close to just saying to hell with it and go slit my wrists. No wait,I'd want to be catapulted into a tree shredder, then put in different parcels and mailed to all the people who slowly made me this way! Fucking eh! Where the hell are the people that mean the

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[stare_at_walls]

Wow. Hey, don't go cutting yourself now, okay? It won't help. I know. Honestly,if your friends don't even talk to you when they see or prioritize their romantic relationships over you, maybe they aren't worth being called friends. It's okay. If it's any help, I'm rooting for you. :D

Think of it this way- they didn't ask you to do all those stuff for them, so they don't have to either. Once you get out of there, you'll find better people, people you can really call friends. :D

[kelsey_ww4]

Hey,thanks for caring and all of the words of encouragement,they are greatly appreciated. And thank you for rooting for me. I think there's about only one other person doing that,and like you,I only know him over the computer. I'm going to try to get some new friends who will hopefully treat me well. But if I don't,oh well,it is my last year and I plan on leaving here the moment I can.

Yeah that's true that they don't have to do all of those things,although I would like if they actually cared about how I felt,because shouldn't friends at least do that?

I really hope I can find better people to call friends!

Thank you again!