All people want is someone to listen.

[kelsey_ww4]

 I just...I don't quite know what to do. I feel like my chest is caving in from me keeping everything locked up inside of me for so damn long. I could just break down any time. There's going to be that one thing that just pushes the wrong damn button and I'm going to go just like that. One thing that hasn't helped lately is me getting my hopes up

Comments

[grayshoes]

I'm sorry to hear that your friend just went right back to her boyfriend. It seems like some girls always have that guy that they keep running back to even though they know its probably not a good idea. Writing is a great outlet. Atleast on paper or in a blog your feelings are there and not just stuck in your mind. You have to let her know how you feel though. She probably won't appreciate the truth now that she's back with him but atleast you could finally let it out. Its easier said than done and I know this first hand. I'm the same way, I know what I have to do but my mind, my body or whatever just won't let me. Things have to work out eventually. I refuse that to believe that I'll be stuck in a rut for so long.

[kelsey_ww4]

Yeah, it's really pathetic how some girls do that.

Writting is the greatest outlet! It's about all I have right now.

Yeah, I really do need to let her know how I feel about all of this.Even if it doesn't do a damn thing,it will be nice to get all of it out in the open.
And I really need to tell her that I'm sick of being her last resort when everything goes wrong with her other friends.

Yeah,things have to work out eventually! They better!

Thanks for the advice!

[theoretic31]

That sucks. I hate it when people keep getting back in relationships that are no good. I hope she starts treating you better, at least.

[kelsey_ww4]

Indeed it does suck. It's like they are never going to learn.It's just terribly sad.

Thanks,yeah,hopefully she'll start treating me better. Maybe if I tell her how I feel about all of this then she'll realize just how horrible I feel.

[stare_at_walls]

Aww. *HUGS* Have you tried telling her that she IS making you feel bad? Take a deep breath and try it, itm ight work. Just don't get too shouty. :O I hope you're doing okay, still. :D

[kelsey_ww4]

Yeah,as you know,too late to tell her that shit. I can't believe her mom sent her to another school. Now I just don't know what the hell to do.

Thanks for the *HUGS*