Pretty much, I'm alone. And I hate it. Even my best friends won't talk to me.
i know exactly how you feel. :) you are far from alone.
There's just so much in me and no one to give it to. My thoughts and ideas and hopes and fears, they're eating me alive from the inside out. That's what happens when I don't have an outlet. I don't want a placeholder to cheer me up and distract me, I want a real person to cry on so I can get this fucking sickness out of my system. Is that so much to ask?? Alas, friends are no more than reoccurring acquaintances.
ugh, i wish we knew each other irl so we could just hang with each other when the people we once dubbed as our friends decide to bring out the knives to stab our backs or decide we don't exist. -sigh-
Thank you dear. Knowing that even online friends care helps a lot when it seems like no one cares at all. I am so greatful for your unending support. :,)
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i know exactly how you feel. :) you are far from alone.
There's just so much in me and no one to give it to. My thoughts and ideas and hopes and fears, they're eating me alive from the inside out. That's what happens when I don't have an outlet. I don't want a placeholder to cheer me up and distract me, I want a real person to cry on so I can get this fucking sickness out of my system. Is that so much to ask?? Alas, friends are no more than reoccurring acquaintances.
ugh, i wish we knew each other irl so we could just hang with each other when the people we once dubbed as our friends decide to bring out the knives to stab our backs or decide we don't exist. -sigh-
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