i hate making decisions, especially when the right choice is so obvious but it's the last thing you want to do. i know what i should do, and i can think of one thousand reasons why i shouldn't make the bad choice.. but i want to and this is painful. and i should just flip a coin.

so today andy took me to starbucks and bought me espresso, and this i saw a hummer parked outside and i flipped out and i was like "that woman better not be coming to starbucks" but she was. and so i gave her very dirty looks and talked loudly about how disgusting hummers are. i'm so hardcore. and then we went to target and we saw this huge stuffed ( Read more... )

YES! spring break is here! yesterday was maybe one of the most hilarious days of my entire life. i feel so bad for that freshman in the talent show.. that was so sad. but not as sad as my DANCING debut. bitchhhhh yes i am a good dancer. bitchhh get in my car! ANYWAY. everyone better be saving up their pop tops over break so we can save hunter when ( Read more... )

i am never returning to new jersey.

i completely did not know that weird was spelled with the e first.

i'm leaving for new jersey tomorrow morning. and i don't want to go, but then again i don't mind going. it's a wierd feeling. wow i completely just had a thought and then it was gone. i'm so brain dead ( Read more... )

what a fun night. minus the 120398129832 teachers running around the room like crackheads. so yeah, l. volker and i went bowling with our lovely dates after. and i made andy and brian carry me inside cos i'm a princess. and then these really creepy drunk guys asked me if i was a prom queen. and i was like, um sure. i spilled water all over me but ( Read more... )

today i realized that i am alive and it was probably one of the most exciting thoughts i've had in a long time. i am so completely alive.

now let's get talking reefer madness, like some arrogant government can't by any stretch of the imagination outlaw a plant. yes, their supposed authority over nature is a dream. c'mon people, we've got to come clean. -ani difranco ( Read more... )

today i ran into a window. and it hurt. but it was funny. these shoes were/are a bad idea because they very much hurt. today = much painful day? after swim practice tonight im hanging out with my wonderful lovely swim team, much excitement. currentlyyyyy i am at nardin academy enjoying the wonderful view from the library. or not. or maybe i am? in ( Read more... )

the soundtrack to garden state is really good, i'm listening to it now. i don't really feel like going to school tomorrow. but then again, i never really feel like going to school. so i might as well quit. alkssdjalksjd whatever.