i don't think i did anything wrong, so why do i feel so bad?
fuck all this shiiiiiitt :[

remember when people weren't shitty as fuck?
yea, neither do i.

it's shit like this that makes me not believe in karma.

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i thought it'd be better by now, but i guess not :/
i can't complain too much though, LA was good. i'm just trying to fix this little mess i got myself into.

also, i talked to wilson today.

it's been awhile, and a lot has happened. thinking about the future makes me sick to my stomach, because i don't know anything about the future. i went on collegeboard.com for the first time, and did that college matchmaker thing. according to them, there are no colleges in the world meant for me. i wasn't picky either. i guess we'll just see how ( Read more... )

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well, all my friends, you'll be glad to know that it's over.
i was crazy to think one of them would stick around.
what the hell is wrong with me?

FUCKK, stupid boy(s)

it's 2007, time to get shit figured out.
there's really only one thing holding me back going into the new year, i won't say it because i'm sure i have already told everyone at least twice. it'll take some time to work on that one, but i hope to god all this effort will mean something in the end. i'm getting really good at guitar hero, i got a turn ( Read more... )

my turn table :]]]]]


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