I miss my past but I'm looking forward to my future.

Is it so damn wrong to take this as slow as I want, I'm not sure I even know what love is yet.

I have little self control.

And I'm beginning to lose faith.

This dream keeps coming back, same person, everything.

Maybe you need to realize that he's not coming home.

There is non quite like him that makes my blood boil like him.

Shoot me.

You can only go up from here.At least I have lots of support from people I truly care about ( Read more... )

fuck resizing. ( lots o pictures. )

I need to work on asking people for help, I am way too stubborn and independent to be in a situation like this. I guess I need to learn how to swallow my pride and just suck it up and ask for help. I am too difficult to deal with myself, and I can't even think about putting up with my Dad for the next 2 years, I might just throw myself off a bridge ( Read more... )

I forgot most my journal is private or friends only so opps ( Read more... )

oh my god i hate myself right now ( Read more... )