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DECEMBER 22 (3 DAYS)
So Im DONE... Christmas shopping is over! Mother done, Father done, Ben done, Gram done, Auntie Kim done, Cousins done, Jessie done. SOOOO happy. Now just have to pay the mother back lol.... Christmas is soooooooooo close and Im able to enjoy the season now and not worry about what I havent got done... Im going to bake tonight I hope, Ive got to ( Read more... ) -
New Plan
Well I have decided to express positive aspects of my life, to make me realize I dont have it that bad ( Read more... ) -
Letters
Dear Ashlee
Polar Express tomorrow, have a good night :)
Dear Katie
smile we all love you I dont know whats going on but smile I here
Dear Lacey
You looked beautiful today and everything will be fine
Dear Bonnie
where was teh skipping.. oh how I forgot
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Why
Why do your parents not understand that other things are going wrong in your life along with them treating you like shit? Why does your grampa come up for a "Christmas weekend" and drink with you parents by the pool table outside your room so you cant even go to bed when you want? Why do people think you are the problem when all you have done is ( Read more... ) -
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Its funny that you think things cant get any worst, and then they do. All you can feel is the burning in your eyes from constant tear flow. You are able to control yourself, and then another thing happens to just start you up again, and there you are in your bedroom mascara smeared all over your face and pillow. For at least 20 minutes all you do ( Read more... ) -
BONNIE
DO ANNOUNCEMENTS
EVERYONE TELL BONNIE TO DO ANNOUNCEMENTS. I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY EYE DR APPOINTMENT.... PLEASE REMIND HER AND BONNIE PLEASE READ LOL -
Strangest Thing
My mom comes home says hi how are you and I respond while looking at the computer she wont answer when I say how are you and shes like look at me and shes like Im good, Im good today... AHH shes admitting.... so then she sits down and tells me about my uant buying the same thing for my cousins as she did whatever stupid story. Then we start talking ( Read more... ) -
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and she was just like Ben does so much (ps he doesnt) and she right out said Im useless to have around. THen she said I "segrigate myself" soooo I was like well everyone is looking forward to me moving out in 5 months so we might as well start the disconnect now. She was like Im sorry you feel like that Im just happy you will be moving out and ( Read more... ) -
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Lately I have been having a really hard time with my family. I've been having really good days at school and Im really happy, then I go home and for some reason my mother is in the worst mood ever lately. I honestly have no idea whats going on with her. So like when I call her when I get home she is really hostile towards me and doesnt really want ( Read more... ) -
mothers
Okay honestly I do not understand my mother, she calls me after Im home from school asks me how I am and asked if I walked home. I angrily replied yes and then she was like "I really dont want to listen to you complain" like what is that! SHE ASKED... oh my Im so angry with her right now.