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Apr 16, 2005 23:36

I have a massive headache, and heartache. That's pretty much all there is to say. I just want to wallow in this, and I don't usually do that so I think it's okay. I'm always so damn optimistic. I want to be fucking sad for once.

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missa_1 April 17 2005, 10:19:02 UTC
That is the healthiest thing I think you've ever said.
Let go and wallow whenever you want, who cares if it's usual, even.
Everyone cares about you and is hoping you the best, buddy.
love you.

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keme_magnolia April 17 2005, 15:11:41 UTC
thanks hun. I needed that.

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vayaequipovaya April 17 2005, 16:11:30 UTC
that sad sunshine and clouds even makes me gloomy. what a sad picture.

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turquoisepiano April 17 2005, 18:06:07 UTC
Here here! Be sad! I wish more than anything that there weren't things to make you sad, but since there is and nobody can do anything to change that I think you should feel your feelings to their full extent. It sucks so bad, I know. Just feel it now so that you can get past it. If you only semi-feel it then little remnants of hidden sadness will linger and than stay with you longer. I know the sadness of everything will never go away anyway, but we must do our best to live one day at a time, soaking in everything and living through it.
I love you.

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qeight88 April 18 2005, 07:44:36 UTC
hey mags. i know that my mom went about a year without having one conversation without tears (or so she says) and she was just mourning a marriage...now she is doing very well and i am very proud of her. i think that by fully allowing herself to mourn her loss, she was able to free herself of it and move on with her life. what you went through (and still are going through) is not an easy thing (understatement OF THE CENTURY), so feel your feelings and don't be afraid of them.

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qeight88 April 18 2005, 07:44:52 UTC
p.s. i love you and miss you lots!

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