i'm sorry you're feeling this way kendall. but it's completely normal- at least the grade and school part. senior year fall semester was the hardest semester i ever had. ya'll are under so much stress to do your very very best so you can get into college, and it's tough. but it will get better, i promise. as for orchestra, i hate that you don't look forward to it anymore. i'm in orchestra here, and i don't know or like the people very much, and i'm not even sure if the violas are serious or not, but when i don't feel like going to practice or sectionals, i just go, because i always find out why i'm still in orchestra- because it sounds so freakin awesome. i still love to be apart of an orch, even though i don't go to it for the people anymore. just keep with it, and try to make the best of it. you will ROCK on your chair test, you were always better than me... :) love you lots and call me anytime you want (even if i'm in class)
awww kiddo! That's no good. but sarah's right. Fall semester senior year blows. You're so stressed about college apps and figuring out what you want to do while maintaining your grades. But it does get better. The weight is just lifted off your shoulders the second you get to next semester. You just have to grit your teeth and get through it. As for the SAT, you dont know that you did worse. You jsut have to stay positive. Colleges dont look at that as much anymore anyway. Orchestra blows....i get that. But even though people are pissing you off and you dont like the atmosphere as much, you have to focus on the reasons why you still do it. Don't get so caught up in the bad things.....it's a terrible way to live your life. And besides....friday can't be all that bad because i'm gonna be there. worst case is you do your chair test and then we sit in the back and give mcc shit for the rest of the period. it'll be mucho fun! hehe. that and i have a surprise for you. (small surprise so don't get too excited). i love you
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i agree with everyone else...you will be a lot less stressed after this semester. as far as the chair test goes, you are right. the reason we didn't do it was because we were all friends and we didn't care. we basically sat where we wanted to and we didn't want to move and we had no desire in beating out any of the other ones. but if you do, and yall aren't all really good friends like we were, i say you should go for it because you will definitely do amazing. and like sarah, i don't go to orchestra now for the people in it b/c there really isn't ever time to talk and it's nothing like high school orchestra. i just go to it because i love to play which is what you are doing and why you will most likely continue to do it in college. so hang in there and everything will work out and before you know it the semester will be over.
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