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[kenchicks]

I really need to vent

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[petri_lily]

why dont you just sit back and let everything come to you?

[kenchicks]

sit back and let it come to me? E-z for a girl to say.

[pecan_street]

you worry me. i want you to feel better. kind of ironic, all this coming from someone like me.

[kenchicks]

what do you mean someone like you?

[pecan_street]

i mean like a lot of the time you seem depressed, and i'm sitting here telling you how that kind of thing worries me. yet i go through periods of really bad dpression, and people say the same things to me. but then i don't know how they can say stuff like that without fully understanding what i'm feeling. i don't know...i don't think any of that made sense.

[kenchicks]

No that made sense. the thing is im not Always depressed just probably like 60-70% of the time its just hard for me to be happy rite now only because my grandma just died and i really need some one to talk to and be there for me. and just to share my thoughts with and alyssa was that person but i have to understand she is not that person twords me.. and im not saying that to be a prick its just she has moved on and i dont blame her its just...i dont know...Stupid i guess