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Happy anniversary, Terry.
Quitting is hard. Quitting cold turkey is even harder. Oddly enough it isn't the not smoking that bugs me. I might want to smoke, but every time I look at a cigarette I see it as the instrument that might take me from my family. I need to quit while I'm still only "at risk" as opposed to terminal.
I feel sick all the time and am feeling upset at things that would normally roll right off my back.
I just need to be good for the anniversary and not get irritated.
Quitting is hard. Quitting cold turkey is even harder. Oddly enough it isn't the not smoking that bugs me. I might want to smoke, but every time I look at a cigarette I see it as the instrument that might take me from my family. I need to quit while I'm still only "at risk" as opposed to terminal.
I feel sick all the time and am feeling upset at things that would normally roll right off my back.
I just need to be good for the anniversary and not get irritated.