At the traffic light.
I've been feeling emo for the past few days/weeks.
It's bad, cuz i'm unfocused, i dun prioritise, i just stone and think of things that I really shdn't be thinking.
I thought it was cuz its the time of the mth, but it's over so why is it still like this?
I have a theory about my life, care to read?
It's like when you are standing at the traffic light and the light is red. A family crosses the road despite that because all traffic has stopped for the interval. You decided to stay on the spot, thinking the traffic light would turn green soon. You waited and waited, but the lights just don't seem to intend to change. So, impatient, you ignored the red lights and began to cross and just as you thought you were about to reach the other end, you realised that there are cars heading your way. You thought they might slow down or stop for you, but instead, they honked at you and then you had this question in your head "Are you seeking death?".
Well, I escaped death, but whatever happened got me thinking. It's like you were stopped from moving on but you thought you could move on soon so it didn't matter. But then you lost patience and forced yourself to move on by telling yourself hateful things. Yet just as you thought you were finally alright, memories come rushing through and you don't have enough willpower to stop yourself from thinking.
Amazing how the brain works so perfectly when it comes to relating such stuff. Wish I could do the same for my grades, commitments and whatsoever that should be important in my life instead.
Well, Happy Holidays to you.
It's bad, cuz i'm unfocused, i dun prioritise, i just stone and think of things that I really shdn't be thinking.
I thought it was cuz its the time of the mth, but it's over so why is it still like this?
I have a theory about my life, care to read?
It's like when you are standing at the traffic light and the light is red. A family crosses the road despite that because all traffic has stopped for the interval. You decided to stay on the spot, thinking the traffic light would turn green soon. You waited and waited, but the lights just don't seem to intend to change. So, impatient, you ignored the red lights and began to cross and just as you thought you were about to reach the other end, you realised that there are cars heading your way. You thought they might slow down or stop for you, but instead, they honked at you and then you had this question in your head "Are you seeking death?".
Well, I escaped death, but whatever happened got me thinking. It's like you were stopped from moving on but you thought you could move on soon so it didn't matter. But then you lost patience and forced yourself to move on by telling yourself hateful things. Yet just as you thought you were finally alright, memories come rushing through and you don't have enough willpower to stop yourself from thinking.
Amazing how the brain works so perfectly when it comes to relating such stuff. Wish I could do the same for my grades, commitments and whatsoever that should be important in my life instead.
Well, Happy Holidays to you.