So after a failed attempt to paint something pretty last night I think I'm pretty much done with painting.  I can't tell if I'm sad or not.  I don't really have the passion for it like I once had.  Combine that with the fact that the majority of what I've been churning out recently hasn't really been up to my standards (which are fairly low in and ( Read more... )

So everybody seems to be posting the progress on the new year's resolutions so I guess I will too.  I'm just killing time basically, but whatever:

1) Be able to bench 210 (currently at 180)- this will probably not happen.  I was NOT at 180 because that was doing a bench on a smith machine which is ENTIRELY different than just a regular bench.  Last ( Read more... )

So it has come to my attention via crucial back ache that I may be working out TOO much.  To say it breaks my heart.  The gym is my happy place and working out gives me a place where I can actually see myself improving week to week.  It is true that my lifts have been getting a bit static recently, but that may just be sloth on my part.  I'm still ( Read more... )

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fuck anybody who says that Metallica sold out when they cut their hair. I'm not denying the fact that they did eventually turn into a bunch of sell-outs, but Load is a phenomenal album in its own right. ....minus Mama Said. That song is a bunch of bullshit. It's just not speed metal and people couldn't deal with that. It's like if Lynyrd ( Read more... )

I have no idea what just happened. Maybe it was my month of changing up my exercise routine. Maybe it was going to the gym earlier. Maybe it was the raucous screams of Wayne Static blasting in my ear insuring my need for a hearing aid by the time I'm 30. Whatever it was I just had far and away the best trip to the gym in my entire life. The ( Read more... )

Between listening to the one The Lake (yelly music) song that I have from our recording session to the Death's Band CD (stuff i made while listening to too much Primus and Mindless Self Indulgence) that I made over one summer with my buddy Matt in his basement, I really get a kick out of listening to all the ridiculous things that I've done. They ( Read more... )

so i make fun of steph (if not out loud then in my head) for her constant obsession over how "old" she is. however, i just was watching videos of myself and thinking 'my god, i honestly think i'm showing signs of aging'. it's not like "who's that old man in the mirror?!" or anything nearly that drastic, but i can say that i don't see that ( Read more... )

(AKA i'm somewhat slightly obsessed with lazytown)

i'd hate to be the guy to waste your precious time by whining but screw you this is my journal.  i have become so bored and jaded with everything right now.  olive garden is more fun than it is money.  BACK TO WORK!

i'm only fun when i'm drunk.