i'm in my eat-drink-be merry phase.

but... how come i'm not merry?

where are we ( Read more... )

whe the world crumbles around me, i take solace in you.

oh, and my unfailing regularity.

meep.

IMPROMPTU POINTLESS LIVEJOURNAL POLL (that may have severe ramifications on my life in the near-to-present future ( Read more... )

i stole a glace at you through the sticky darkness. blue eyes watering, glazed; you were far, far away from our bodies, our sweet despair. your vulnerability made me a willing scapegoat. i did nothing. shut your eyes.

"My strange and self-abuse
Is the initiate fear that wants hard use.
We are yet but young in deed."
-- william s.

i am currently in the market for some sort of false documentation of my legal age. if i have to look non-plussed outside the roxy ONE more time, i will never be able to show my face in this town again. and i have my reputation to think of. the sad fact is, i don't even want to fucking GO to the club, it just beats lounging about my room on a filthy ( Read more... )

i am now gainfully employed at a toy store. i get paid to be a huge nerd and poke about with slinkeys and bouncy balls ( Read more... )

ah so. vancouver, hey? huh.

i love sleeping on my very own hardwood floor. and retail blows. oh, and you, you can come visit. chuh.

ahuh.

god i miss you. get your butt out here. make me laugh and snuggle with me and let me fart on your leg after i drink a bottle of wine.

"Why should I give a fuck about what anything costs? I'm here to live, not to calculate. And that's just what the bastards don't want you to do-- to live! They want you to spend your whole life adding up figures. That makes sense to them. That's reasonable. That's intelligent. If I were running the boat, things wouldn't be so orderly perhaps, but ( Read more... )