i hate being let down.
i thought it was going to happen today.
but - it didn't.
buuuut - the night isn't over with.
wish me luck(i guess) ?

i'm so sick of half ass friends.
and honestly, this time -
i'm not sticking around.
sorry, i'm not going through that shit again.
i'm done.
don't keep expecting me to be there all the time.
because i won't be.

but the truth is, it's worth it pointless.
you care don't care.

so here's the truth,
you were right all along.
i was wrong.

so-
yeah.
i feel taken for granted.
majorly.
not cool.

Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected, and I can tell you I've been moving in so slow; don't let it throw you off too far, cause I'll be running right behind you ( Read more... )

today i was basically told i am a bad friend. by my best friend. oh yay. this is the best day of my life. not. i thought you knew me but today i realized how much of strangers to eachother we are.

I wish I didn't keep so much to myself.
I wish I wasn't such an open book.I really don't know how I am; or who; or what. I'll be working on that. There's so much going on right now, though. Everything changes by the time I get used to things. It's like I'm finally comfortable with something and it leaves. I realized I change my mind too much. I've ( Read more... )

4 down,
6 to go.

anyway.
i can't wait to be 18.
and get away from my parents.
don't worry mom,
i won't be back.

I'll sing it one last time for you,
and then we really have to go.
You've been the only thing that's right
in all I've done.
And I can barely look at you,
but every single time I do
I know we'll make it
anywhere away from here.

practice what you preach bitches.