dreams
Three dreams last night/this morning. One with Ashton Kutcher (I guess because I was watching That 70s Show last night), one with the next generation Marauders, and one at Staples o.o Quite a random combination.
Okay, so. In the first one... don't laugh at me now, I can't control my subconscious... I was dating Ashton Kutcher o.O It was very odd. There was this other girl that used to be his girlfriend, and she was pregnant but he was taking care of her... but she was still getting jealous. That, I think, came from Nip/Tuck. Haha. Yeah... it wasn't a very long dream though. I guess it just existed long enough to weird me out.
The next dream was ... sort of like if my wish to enter stories came true, only not quite the way I wanted it too. My normal body would be lethargic, as if I'm not asleep but I'm really deep in thought, and I'd be elsewhere in a story. I only remember the normal body part because my dream parents were angsting at me for still being in bed when I was really elsewhere in my Marauders story. Er. But anyway, it was really like the next generation Marauders. We had all the same forms... I was the stag. Which is odd since I don't relate to James. But I don't think Remus was there, now that I think about it... maybe it wasn't a full moon. And I relate to him best, so that makes sense, I suppose. We were out looking for the real Peter. Our rat-form-guy's name was Timmy or something. Rumor was that the real Peter had defected to the light side and was hiding away from Lord Voldiepants' followers, so we were trying to find him. We found him living in a tree in what used to be a squirrel's nest, and when he saw us, he RAN. I couldn't catch him as a human, so I morphed to stag and the other two morphed as well, and we chased him down... but he got smart and scampered into a corn or wheat field or something where it'd be hard to see him. Anyway... I don't remember if we caught him, I just remember that by the end of the dream our Timmy-Peter-rat-guy ended up dead, which was very sad since we weren't going to actually hurt the real Peter anyway.
The one at Staples was completely random. I was just in Staples wandering around by myself. A new Staples employee was trying to find this couple some plates, so I helped him. And then I realized what time it was -- I was supposed to have called my mom -- and I grabbed a fat pack of legal pads and called her. I really only remember something about her having ordered hugeass bowls and being disappointed that they came with plates after that. It's beyond me why there were bowls and plates in Staples in my dream.
So yeah, that was all. Now I need to shower and eat... and do my school and stuff.
edit I just remembered while I was in the shower... Last night in bed before falling asleep I was thinking about my true patronus and animagus form would be. I've looked up animal meanings... but I can't really choose it that way, can I? Harry had no idea about his dad's stag form and the form of his patronus at first, it just happened. So I was thinking about an animal I'd feel really safe around. I tried a bear, for Xenom, but unless the bear had on pants... -grin- No, that wouldn't really work. I tried thinking of animals I've encountered in the past. But the only thing I could come up for as a patronus was Guenhwyvar, from the Drizzt books. I'd seriously believe Guenhwyvar could kick a dementor's ass. Not only is she (I think she's an 'it' in the books, but she's a 'she' to me) a 600-pound black panther, which is kickass in and of itself, but she's no ordinary cat. She's from the astral plane. Which is very fitting for a patronus, in my opinion. Of course, she'd be silver-white instead of black... but I'd feel very safe with Guenhwyvar.
Which left an animagus form, but I came up with nada. So I thought, maybe I'll look for signs or something. Maybe I'll dream of a particular animal tonight. And in comes the next generation animagus dream. It's still weird for a couple reasons: like I said, I don't identify that much with James. Plus, I've always said my animagus form would have to have wings, because I've wanted to fly since I was little. But last night when I was thinking of an animagus form I couldn't settle just for wings. I decided it's because I feel more grounded than that. I dream, I fly, but I do have a handle on reality. I thought a winged badger would be perfect since it'd incorporate my two main houses, but I'd also want an animagus form to blend in, not stick out. So far we've only seen natural animal animagus forms. Hence the 'anim' at the front of animagus, I suppose.
I guess I do identify a bit with James. School's always come easily to me... and aside from Florida boys, I've never had much luck with guys, though I don't purposely tousle my own hair or anything =3 I've just never been as mean as James and Sirius were in Snape's Worst Memory.
-sigh- I dunno. Maybe you guys do. What do you think? Was the dream a 'sign' that my animagus form would be a stag, or was it just balogna/baloney? =D I feel like such a dork putting it that way. =3
Okay, so. In the first one... don't laugh at me now, I can't control my subconscious... I was dating Ashton Kutcher o.O It was very odd. There was this other girl that used to be his girlfriend, and she was pregnant but he was taking care of her... but she was still getting jealous. That, I think, came from Nip/Tuck. Haha. Yeah... it wasn't a very long dream though. I guess it just existed long enough to weird me out.
The next dream was ... sort of like if my wish to enter stories came true, only not quite the way I wanted it too. My normal body would be lethargic, as if I'm not asleep but I'm really deep in thought, and I'd be elsewhere in a story. I only remember the normal body part because my dream parents were angsting at me for still being in bed when I was really elsewhere in my Marauders story. Er. But anyway, it was really like the next generation Marauders. We had all the same forms... I was the stag. Which is odd since I don't relate to James. But I don't think Remus was there, now that I think about it... maybe it wasn't a full moon. And I relate to him best, so that makes sense, I suppose. We were out looking for the real Peter. Our rat-form-guy's name was Timmy or something. Rumor was that the real Peter had defected to the light side and was hiding away from Lord Voldiepants' followers, so we were trying to find him. We found him living in a tree in what used to be a squirrel's nest, and when he saw us, he RAN. I couldn't catch him as a human, so I morphed to stag and the other two morphed as well, and we chased him down... but he got smart and scampered into a corn or wheat field or something where it'd be hard to see him. Anyway... I don't remember if we caught him, I just remember that by the end of the dream our Timmy-Peter-rat-guy ended up dead, which was very sad since we weren't going to actually hurt the real Peter anyway.
The one at Staples was completely random. I was just in Staples wandering around by myself. A new Staples employee was trying to find this couple some plates, so I helped him. And then I realized what time it was -- I was supposed to have called my mom -- and I grabbed a fat pack of legal pads and called her. I really only remember something about her having ordered hugeass bowls and being disappointed that they came with plates after that. It's beyond me why there were bowls and plates in Staples in my dream.
So yeah, that was all. Now I need to shower and eat... and do my school and stuff.
edit I just remembered while I was in the shower... Last night in bed before falling asleep I was thinking about my true patronus and animagus form would be. I've looked up animal meanings... but I can't really choose it that way, can I? Harry had no idea about his dad's stag form and the form of his patronus at first, it just happened. So I was thinking about an animal I'd feel really safe around. I tried a bear, for Xenom, but unless the bear had on pants... -grin- No, that wouldn't really work. I tried thinking of animals I've encountered in the past. But the only thing I could come up for as a patronus was Guenhwyvar, from the Drizzt books. I'd seriously believe Guenhwyvar could kick a dementor's ass. Not only is she (I think she's an 'it' in the books, but she's a 'she' to me) a 600-pound black panther, which is kickass in and of itself, but she's no ordinary cat. She's from the astral plane. Which is very fitting for a patronus, in my opinion. Of course, she'd be silver-white instead of black... but I'd feel very safe with Guenhwyvar.
Which left an animagus form, but I came up with nada. So I thought, maybe I'll look for signs or something. Maybe I'll dream of a particular animal tonight. And in comes the next generation animagus dream. It's still weird for a couple reasons: like I said, I don't identify that much with James. Plus, I've always said my animagus form would have to have wings, because I've wanted to fly since I was little. But last night when I was thinking of an animagus form I couldn't settle just for wings. I decided it's because I feel more grounded than that. I dream, I fly, but I do have a handle on reality. I thought a winged badger would be perfect since it'd incorporate my two main houses, but I'd also want an animagus form to blend in, not stick out. So far we've only seen natural animal animagus forms. Hence the 'anim' at the front of animagus, I suppose.
I guess I do identify a bit with James. School's always come easily to me... and aside from Florida boys, I've never had much luck with guys, though I don't purposely tousle my own hair or anything =3 I've just never been as mean as James and Sirius were in Snape's Worst Memory.
-sigh- I dunno. Maybe you guys do. What do you think? Was the dream a 'sign' that my animagus form would be a stag, or was it just balogna/baloney? =D I feel like such a dork putting it that way. =3