wow. i finally got the internet access at me house! woop woop! and a tele p hone. ok well that is NOT the point of this post. there really is no point ( Read more... )

hey i think i looked at your same FHM magazine. wow! SeXxi. :D

well. i feel a lot better than i have in a long time. i actually ate yesterday...haven't really in a long time. it's almost 1:00 and im gonna be goin to ceres in a bit. who knows what the fuck for...but thats where i'll be headed! <3 <3 James came over my house yesterday. cool cool! ( Read more... )

got that email, that "special someone" sent me. wow! thanx for being so honest. sometimes the truth just fucking HURTS! but oh well...thats life. it hurts. right...? i think i hate boys! and no...i don't like girls...in a sexual way, i am just tired of getting my emotions FUCKED OVER!!!!! and over and over and over...and yea. you get the point. ( Read more... )

haven't been on here in a while. so lets catch up. i do not have any clue what is going on between me and sterling. i talked to him to like 3:30 in the am on thursday. was s'posd to go and hang out with him the next day...that fell through. it's fucking weird. every time im on the phone with him, i honestly do not know what the hell to say. and we ( Read more... )

this weekend totally blew balls for me. i am grounded from the phone, and Sterling wasn't in town anyways. not like i would've been able to do a whole lot...but i coulda always made one of those late night phone calls. the only sorta fun thing i did this weekend was go shoppin. i got the cutest skirt. it's one of those little ruffly ones. i got ( Read more... )

hurt myself today...i did it all for you...cut myself today... don't you feel good...

well i walk into bry's parentals room to get some toothpaste...SMOKE BOXx! lol i luv her dad. he's a "ph"at stoner! Saturday when i came home from Bry's...my stepdad was gone. after a while he came home and we "talked" about alot of shit! he started crying and apologizing for everything. then i REALLY felt bad. i mean i am always such a bitch to ( Read more... )

omg thank you sooo much bry, for fixing my what was SHiTTY aSS journal! even though it took you like FOREVER to do it...and got some help! last nite was fun. me and bry went to the movies and seen Secret Window. then she took me to dinner and we ate pizza. walked to Starbucks, and seen some hott ass mothers! aaah! we're sitting inside cuz it was ( Read more... )

omg i am so fuckin confused! guess who decides to txt me after like 10 million years...Anthony. yea and says i need to call him. what the shit. i don't understand that boy. oh well. my mom let my stepdad back in the house. stupid cunt! im not s'posd to be hanging out with James, but so much for that rule. why do i have to break them all? we all ( Read more... )

so i went back to school today, after a pretty shitty weekend ( Read more... )