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[kerblamowitz]

So. I think I'm going to kill myself.

I'm all like gaga over Gary, right? He takes me out on a walk and tells me he likes me. And I tell him I like him. And all is great until we get to church this evening and Adam Pittman is there. And, I think he likes me too. And he's very agressive about it.

Okay, like, Gary, I totally like him because he

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[moodyquesadilla]

Please don't kill yourself. I'd be sad. :D

I used to think I wanted someone who would make me stay in line. Then I got a control freak for a boyfriend and I wasn't able to do anything and I went nuts. XD I'm much better with Ian who gives me the freedom to do what I want (within limits of course). You'll find the right guy for you. And I agree, let the boy know the problem or he won't know how to fix it.

[kerblamowitz]

Wow, so we had an awesome talk at 2AM, and just got back from a walk. And he understands. Garrett was right. I could tell even tonight, even that fast, that he was trying to be more assertive. Like, he said "Let's stop at the fountains." instead of "Do you want to etc etc?" And he said he wanted to take a picture of us on his phone. And he totally wanted to hold my hand, but I wasn't gonna let him, lol, he's gotta work harder than that!

[moodyquesadilla]

Lol that's awesome! I had a similar talk with Ian shortly after we dated and it helped a lot. :)