Comments | kerblamowitz: Oh dear.

kerblamowitz

Oh dear.

Nov 23, 2008 13:26

My heart overflows. I don't know how to express this feeling. I have never felt so wanted by people who don't have to love me. People that don't care about my faults and insecurities, my sins and my shortcomings. They are so unbridled in their love. I simply do not know what do say ( Read more... )

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moodyquesadilla November 23 2008, 20:58:40 UTC

Last night for some reason I felt more UNwanted by people than I had in a long time. For no reason either, like nothing happened, I just felt it lol. Yay hormones! I'm feeling better today though.

I feel you on the feeling unworthy of God. I feel so...insecure in my relationship with Him lately, like what if I've gotten something wrong and I get to heaven and He's like "Nope, got it wrong. HELL!" and that's it and I've lost all other chances?! AHHH. It's scary. D:

kerblamowitz November 23 2008, 23:18:10 UTC

I trust my salvation, I know I'm saved, but the more I learn about God and His infinitely perfect character, the more unworthy I feel.

slowlylosingyou November 23 2008, 23:14:29 UTC

I love you. I miss you. It makes my heart happy to see that there are people up there (even people you may not know that well?) that love you and want to take care of you. I know how the unworthy feeling goes. You have to be careful not to let it overwhelm you. I think (at least for me) that's one of the areas that the devil likes to attack people, especially when Jesus is calling them whether it be to Him or to do something He is asking. Feeling unworthy makes it hard to accept things that we feel we should work for instead ( ... )

kerblamowitz November 23 2008, 23:21:18 UTC

Thank you, babe. I love you too.

Sooo, random side note, do you know why we (all 3 of us) use babe as our most beloved term of endearment? Like, idk about you, but I would rather be called babe by a guy than anything else. It's one of the most reassuring things you can say to me, is to call me babe. It's because whenever Dad is happy with us or in a good mood, he calls us babe.

clearlystained November 25 2008, 05:26:28 UTC

I really miss you. I want you here now!!! Annnd. I'll be praying for you if I can remember. I'm so bad about praying. But your last few posts made me sad :(