Mo0 :/

[keresism]

I've been reading my old journal entries.
Conclusions:
-I'm not sure if I like what I've become right now.
-I matured much between 2003-2004, based on the vernacular in the entries.
-I don't think I really knew Ryan at the time. It was all just talk and image-I was smarter and more connected with myself in High School than I am now. There was much

Comments

[abab]

Aw Keres. =/
If you want to talk to me I'll listen!
<333

[onesoloist]

Wah sorry.

<3

[nethery]

Hiye Ker! <3 I just want you to know that I sympathize with the way you're feeling now, though I've never lived through that personally. I do enjoy your LJ entries, and I'm happy to see that you've finally given yourself a reality check, as much as it sometimes sucks to do it and to realize what you've just realized. I think that, had you continued to see the place where you live as the way you used to see it, instead of being negative towards it, perhaps it might not be so bad, but considering how I don't live in your part of town, I really wouldn't know much about it. You're entitled to your opinion, and if you feel that what you're basically doing is acting like the babysitter with your boyfriend, then you probably are and things should definitely change. If he's willing to accomodate you and integrate you into his life like he partially already did, then he's good to keep, but if he's going to get mad at you for thinking of a way to kind of get away for a while because this specific setting is really bothering you, then he's not

[anonymous]

I'm uninformed on these things.. but the vacation sounds like a good idea.

[onesoloist]

SHOW YOURSELF, STRANGER!

[keresism]

Awwr, thanks to all you guys who posted encouraging stuff. <3
Yeah .. I think I was making it seem worse than it was, but I was just depressed that day or something. Things are better now, we've talked and stuff. And yeah .. .. :D