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there's a stirring
Tonight is one of those restless nights. It’s been so long that I had almost forgotten what it felt like. That stirring, that restlessness - it’s all so intoxicating but so maddening all the same. A conversation with a friend last week reminded me that, so often, we search in our daily lives for a place that doesn’t exist, not in this life. We ( Read more... ) -
one more thing...
marriage fever is hitting a high for recent years. round two of some of the most amazing people i know finding blissfully beautiful relationships is making me want to be married more than i have in quite some time. now if only i could find those non-celibate monks... :-) -
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same situation, different boy. this time, i know other things about the guy and his intentions. at least last time, i had some illusory hopes that he might offer at least a half-hearted commitment. but not this one. not this time. at least the third girl of the summer. mind you, "summer" has only been about a month long at this point. and ( Read more... ) -
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who am i when i am most alive? who i am i when i stop trying so hard ( Read more... ) -
ROADTRIP!
The RoadTrip I've Always Dreamed Of ( Read more... ) -
follow-up
I'm finding it really amusing/sad/frustrating that, after the entry I wrote (the same thing would have happened without it), I canNOT focus on writing this dang paper. All I want to do is have some kind of real conversation with another human being. Ugh. -
another day
*before I write anything else, let me say, both as a caveat to you who are about to read this and as a reminder to myself that it is "that time of the month" (sorry boys) and I am decidedly more given to...well...the kinds of emotions about which I am about to write ( Read more... ) -
lonely
my savior dwelled in lonely places. and so he dwells in me ( Read more... ) -
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good GOD, i feel like an idiot right now! scrambling to finish a paper and left 3 of my most important papers at home. rookie mistake. old Keri mistake. stupid stupid stupid. aaaaaarrrrrrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just had to get that out somewhere.