You Have Your PhD in Men
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You Belong in London
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Ugh. Once again it is Tuesday. Tuesday means working all day, then going straight to therapy, and then sitting in my boring, slow class for three hours. Yuck. Well, at least my paper is done. Yay! I forgot what a relief it is to finish a paper and turn it in. A big weight is off my shoulders now. Tomorrow night it's going to be all about ( Read more... )

Ugh. I haven't had internet access in days. I've missed LJ. Daddy and I had a great night last night. I got in my Rubber Duckie PJs and we played. I got REALLY little. I don't think that I have ever gotten that young before. I sat on his lap with my sippy cup and sucked on a pacifier (aka "binkie"). It's weird, because I didn't feel fat or ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those days in which I just want it to be over with. I have a big midterm and it's going to be hard. Lots of theory. Lot's of information...Crawling into bed this evening is going to be a relief ( Read more... )

Had a great date last night with someone incredible. The more and more I get to know this woman, the more in awe I am. Daddy and I are so lucky to get the chance to date her ( Read more... )

It's 4:00 AM and I am wide awake. That's okay. I have a lot to do today. Daddy and I played last night and it was amazing. I love to bottom more than almost anything else. Time stands still. It is only him and me and sensation. As the implement he is using at the time gets more and more intense with every stroke, I get higher and higher. My ( Read more... )

Wow! I slept for nine hours! I went to bed at 10 and woke up at 7. I must have needed it. I've been having weird dreams lately. Last night I dreamed that I was working at Nordstrom (which I have done in the past, long ago). It was during the Holiday Season, which for anyone who has worked in retail before, knows that this truly sucks. Anyway ( Read more... )

Yay! I have the next 5 days off! With pay! The family who I nanny for is on vacation so that means I get vacation too. Did I mention that I STILL get paid? I swear I love my job. Days filled with playing with legos, taking walks, going to Gymboree classes, and reading children's books. And when my little boy (oh god, is he the cutest thing ( Read more... )

I woke up today feeling really depressed. I want to just crawl back into bed and cry and cry. I'm not liking myself too much right now. I'm feeling so alone and lost. I wish that I could pull myself out of this black, gloomy, damp hole but another part of me feels that I deserve to be right where I am...