School is starting in three days. I dont know if i can deal with that o wow im so scared. and ive been SO anti social recently which is not so great-- but whatever it doesnt really matter i like being in my anti social hole ( Read more... )

hahaha yay :)

hm. i actually dont have anything to say. really--> except that i just woke up and am sitting here listening to the whitestripes on repeat ( Read more... )

got caught in perma-rainstorm today. i just said goodbye to adam (after spending a really nice day with him and his grandparents...tower of london and all that jazz)and i was walking through oxford circus...i dont know what the hell was going on but there were people blocking up the ENTIRE area. and it was raining like a biatch. so i put down my ( Read more... )

ahh many things are better now. i didnt mean to sound quite so....weird in my last entries. right now things are- so nice (for lack of a better word). i just saw 13 going on 30- cutest thing ever...not going to be an oscar winner, but it made me smile. it rained and my feet got wet. but then i came home and had some really good dinner and put on my ( Read more... )

school starts in- a week or so. i have successfully managed to fuck myself over before ive even walked into the building...i feel like no matter what i try to DO in this place it always ends up being wrong. ughhh i sound so obnoxiously angsty but im quite sick and tired of it. i cant lie and pretend that im not bothered- that none of it matters to ( Read more... )

hmmm have nothing better to do or say- so enjoy me attempting art. lol ( Read more... )

i am angry and irratated and pissed off and just purely blah. why does this seem to be my permanent state of being? i swear- god does not love me. but what does it matter anymore? im so bored of everything. it just seems that no matter what life falls into the same patterns... anyones life. i just feel like everything is constantly the same. we ( Read more... )

today is beautiful- because it is sunday and im not being forced to do ANYTHING. lunch at home and sleeping until 11. today is so relaxed and- soft ( Read more... )

i am developing a great deal of hatred for my computer. EVERY single FUCKING time i try to do anything on lj it logs me out. why does it not love me ( Read more... )