Ms dock is a stupid cow and i hate her with a firey passion that burns with the intensity of a thousand suns. biiiiitch.

grrrrrr-

on the otherhand- nice gym class ladees!!! mean girls on saturday! i feel so cool telling ppl that part of it was filmed at MHS and i know someone who goes there- who also met LL.

dying of hottness

Im feeling strange and homesick. I think. Or actually to be honest im more scared than anything. I dont know what of. Its that feeling that you get when you turn off the lights at night- and then you have to run because even though you know nobody is there your still afraid. I hate it. Everything feels distorted and out of place- its all so surreal ( Read more... )

this is very interesting.
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im BACK!!! and not ungrateful for going away to barcelona thank you very much adam and lauren- i was just not pleased to be going to barcelona and france with some of the phsycos from my school- but it all turned out ok so thats good right?

•  ok SO- we went to France and did the annoying activities that they make you do (i.e golf, rock climbing ( Read more... )

Mum is gonna go talk at the career day at my school- and im debating...shuld i be feeling like a bad daughter? Bc she was like "ok antonia- i think i mite volunteer at your school career day thing"- and i was like ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm and then she said "would that be ok with you?"--- so after about 3 mins of thinking i was like "uhhh no i think it ( Read more... )

next week is discovery week. im going away for 3 days to france and spain with a bus full of my phsycotic class mates. we dont get to choose our rooms. and we are living in a youth hostel. probably with bugs. but actually i dont mean to sound ungrateful-- im so excited to be going to france (just bc i love the french and i love the language) and ( Read more... )

it's colder than it oughta be in march
and i've still got a day or two ahead of me
till i'll be heading home
into your arms, again
and the people here are asking after you
it doesn't make it easier
it doesn't make it easier to be away -A Plain Morning

• That song has to be one of the most beautiful things i have ever heard. It gives me chills.
• I ( Read more... )

i am so sick of london. and i know this is bad...bc some famous guy said "when you are tired of london you are tired of life". ok well im not suicidal but im so BORED. it is almosst june and it feels like march- i still have to wear a jacket and carry an umbrella--- its pissing me off. so i am INCREDIBLY BORED...and feeling vry anti social-- i ( Read more... )

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ok so this is going to be long- i have 2 nights to talk to you about-- both consisting of similar people and in the same place but both so utterly different. and i need to get this out of my system- so for those of you who cant read things longer than one line- just a warning ( Read more... )