Gram

[kerry_got_soul]

I just reread my last journal entry over and over. So far, the only person that I have actually told out loud is Jeremy. I have to go to work tomorrow and tell my boss "my Grandmother died" and then she is going to tell the entire management staff and then when I get back from my bereavement leave, I'll have to tell people over and over again "my

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[fingeringsolace]

that sucks.

after my dad died, i wanted to kill people who asked me how i was when i went back to work. of course, no one knows what to say but i was somehow still offended.

[extraneousrooot]

Oh god, Kerry. The funeral drama is a horrible thing. My mother and her sister were competing over who had the better eulogy for my grandfather. My brother and I finally had to, as she was wandering around the house babbling about it, scream that it wasn't the fucking Academy Awards and that grandpa would be disgusted to see his daughters acting so stupid.

Just so many hugs your way, all this is horrible and I don't blame you for not telling anyone. The words are really hard to say and no matter what someone's response is it's hard to not want to punch them.

[sammy1313]

My heart goes out to you, after my parents died I had to swallow so much at their funerals. There are going to be people there that you want to hurt badly but just know that your Grandmother is at peace and these people will never have any.

[goblue]

I'm really, really sorry, Kerry. You know, there isn't much that someone can say over the f'ing internet that could really make a difference, but nevertheless, I'm sorry. I'm thinking of you, and if there's anything I can do to help, please let me know.