its true. no one said it's gonna be easy.

sometimes i wish these hurdles will stop coming. rawr really gotta pick myself up and allocate things.

no one should be overwhelmed by so much.

back from short 3 day trip, can't say i'm rejuvenated, but well a break's a break!

back to my mountain worth of work and preparing to dig my own grave....

You can watch this video on www.livejournal.com

Renegade

I'm letting go
To see if you'll hold on to me
I'm in doubt
Of what is thought and what is real

In our room
Between the shapes I thought I knew
A guillotine
A pillow with feathers like snow

I've come
To a listening post beyond your lines
I'm all ears
To gather clues and look for signs

But I can't hear
The song you sing while you try to ( Read more... )

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I dreamed I was drowning in the river Thames
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin

I dreamed I was drifting on the howling wind
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin

Slipped away from your open hands into the river
Saw your face looking back at me
I saw my past and I saw my future

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I had Wendy's 1/4 pound for dinner.

I will remember today not just because its the first time I ate there, but because a mustard/ketchup smeared pickle fell on my yellow watch.

hah.

Really stressed, so here's some songs to DE-STRESSSSSSS

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Beck's 'Girl' love this song and video! crazy yet natural looking effects!

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'Heaven can wait' Charlotte gainsbourg is so pretty (:

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'Time of the Assassins' Charlotte Gainsbourg <3

i really wish i could run away from all this...
leave everything behind and break away...

http://www.toxel.com/inspiration/2010/06/01/masks-made-from-fashion-magazines/

COOL!

Creative photo series by Frederique Daubal, a talented French artist, features models wearing masks created out of pages from fashion magazines.

According to the artist, “Hide and Seek” art project is a statement on identity, transformation and what it means to be ( Read more... )

Raoul Coutard

• Usually a director has ideas for 2 or 3 key scenes, more pften only 2 or 3 shots. In the final film, there may be anything between 3 and 8 hundred (usually shot completely out of sequence), all of which has to link up to create a dramatic visual whole. So you have to pin the director down - more difficult than it sounds, because how do ( Read more... )