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Feb 11, 2009 05:27

*It goes up and down, all around. Back and forth, thru and out....Crazy place this universe is ( Read more... )

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jedi_iwakura February 11 2009, 14:28:32 UTC
kestra_chern February 11 2009, 23:46:34 UTC
There's that much of a difference?
I don't see him till next month, as he wants to see if they help me or not.

Hmm well I have to go into town anyway, guess I can at least get them filled and decide later.

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jedi_iwakura February 12 2009, 02:49:46 UTC
kestra_chern February 13 2009, 11:28:14 UTC
True, but he's gonna have some labs done and other such things.
I ended up starting them, maybe I'll get lucky and they'll help *C*

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pizdushka February 11 2009, 17:26:29 UTC
Do you think the doctor can refer you to a counselor or something before he decides to put you on an anti-depressant? It just seems like an irresponsible diagnosis after one conversation.

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kestra_chern February 11 2009, 23:40:49 UTC
Well he said it was the lowest dose, and in a month when he sees me if I feel I'm no better then he'd try to get me into see the local counselor. It was the only one he really knows without having to drive clear into Eureka. Plus it's the only one he knows on a personal level, I guess the rest is just what he hears through the medical community up here. She's up in Southern-Trinity though, so that's abit of a drive up the road I live on. (Think highway 1, just instead of falling into the ocean, it's just a cliff into trees *C*). What I hate is the parts it turns into a one lane with big rigs coming at ya.

The main problem is I only have CMSP, and only a few docs around take it and most of them will not take new patients. Everyone like's the guy, including mum. So I dunno. I haven't even gone in to fill the prescription. Been doing a bunch of reading online about it. The majority seem to have good points.

I know I'm not very happy with life, but it's more the situation I'm in.

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pizdushka February 11 2009, 23:47:41 UTC
I wish you could come back down here, and I know wishing isn't really going to do much good, but I hate knowing you're trapped and what it's been doing to you.

If you are comfortable with trying it, then go for it. If it helps you cope without turning you into a zombie I guess it can't be all that bad.

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kestra_chern February 13 2009, 13:33:34 UTC
I wish I could to, though I'm not sure how many down there still really notes me. You two, Jim, Jason. Guess that'd be about it really. There really isn't much here, and I really gotta figure out a plan for life. Heh little behind schedual I guess.

Well I did start them on the 12th, just took my second one a few hours ago. We'll see in a few weeks how I am on them. Then again, I'm sorta zombish normally I thought. *C*

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