Woah, bored. Time for random haikuing.

Icy rain drip drops
The sky hangs like dirty cloth
Over a sad world

Still bored.

Just watched "Iris" and it made me cry. There's one quote I'd like to keep. A mini-synchronicity that might help me get back on track: "I think any character is interesting and has extremes. It's the novelist's privilege to see how odd everyone is."

Dear blind idiot,

thank you for suddenly driving backwards in the middle of the road and ramming your stupid hitch into my poor car. No love, me.

I want to kill someone. No, this has nothing to do with FUNSM.

angry kittens
more angry kittens

(Yes, I realize that reads like FUN-SM. Though SM can be fun, FUNSM is not. And I think I need to be shot with a tranquilizer.)

Sinn selber erschaffen. Schön und gut. But what if the envisioned sense involves someone else? What sense is there without connection?

Mental strength, fucking mental strength, lalala, can't hear you. I'm not a fucking zen-monk (much to everyones surprise).

And in my frustration and anger I almost ate the cap of my black pen instead of the

I wonder what would be best for me right now. I can't do what I want to do most, but that wouldn't necessarily be good for me anyway. So what would be the next best thing? Not just unharmful but GOOD? Enjoyable? Worth doing? I have no fucking idea ( Read more... )

Des Säufers schöne Seele

2005 revisitedJanuary - June: Mission Impossible: "Repair relationship while being unemployed, exhausted and overall ready for a very long vacation from current life ( Read more... )

Bonjour Tristesse

Kaputt
außen ein bisschen
innen ein bisschen
kann man nicht heil machen

kann nur im vorübergehen
sanft darüber streichen
und den eigenen Schrott
in der Stille abladen
die nach der Liebe bleibt

ich nehm dich mit
auf keine Reise

Tonight I dreamed that my toilet exploded. For some unknown reason, the toilet was in my living room. Everything was covered in shit, including myself. That's not a very poetic metaphor my subconscience came up with, but it pretty much sums it up.