it's early...or late...and the silence is driving me to insanity, to "the edge"...listening to the ticking of time, as each second passes by, each oppertunity wasted, as i'm giving in to my self pity and substandardized way of life...and all i can think about is you

if only these thoughts running through my head were comprehensive enough to copy to a piece of paper, or a keyboard...i thought i was done, but i guess it will never go away ( Read more... )

so summer's been...second rate, not quite a 10, missing things here and there, incomplete...pick one, or come up with a synonym if you'd like...i feel like i've been working 24/7, yet the cash flow isn't reflecting that at all...i guess that's what happens when you have to make payments on car repairs...the vacations have been fun, going down to ( Read more... )

After all this time, I still get butterflies when you look into my eyes. I still don't know how to act around you, how to make you feel for me the way i feel for you. If you could comprehend the smallest possible measurement of how I've been feeling inside, that alone would be too much for most to handle. I've sat on this bench for too many ( Read more... )

So many memories, so many good times, so much time spent just listening to your smooth, flowing voice over the phone, so many hours spent staring into your eyes. I gave you my heart. So why did it have to end? Why can't everything be alright? I guess what I'm trying to say is, I miss you...And the worst part? I don't even know you anymore.

so get this...i'm in a mood to update this thing, which happens once a year, and i almost forgot my password to get on...that would've been pretty sweet...but ANYWAYS ( Read more... )

You're all so frickin jealous because right now I'm in Colorado...yeah, it's sweet... I've been "hucking" myself off cliffs....hah...Actually...this is Natalie... I just felt like hacking in Kev's lj for old times sake...hah... Dude Kevin is such a sweet kid!! Everyone wishes they were him (former ninja turtle and massachusettian)... ( Read more... )

This isn't mine, if you're wondering...i got it from a friend, who got it from his friend...i wanted to put it in my livejournal because i want to know what you people think...take the time to read it, it's pretty interesting ( Read more... )

So here i am, reading people's profile's and stuff...and i come across lists, of reasons to date differnt sports people...you know what i'm talking about...10 reasons to date a hockey player, 10 reasons to date a volleyball player...and i think to myself...self...why isn't there a list for the sports you play? why don't you make the best darn list ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas, Happy belated Chanukah, Happy could belated don't really know when it is Kwanza, Happy New Year, and Happy Holidays to you