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Supressed
Well, that went better than expected. The medicine worked, and I was so drowsy I went to sleep, but it also cleared out my passages enough, so that I could breathe, thus eliminating most of the crippling anxiety. I'm still worried that the medicine is pushing things down into my chest, so I'll have to end up dealing with congestion there next, but ( Read more... ) -
Ill Fear
I'm sick again. Last night, I had so much anxiety over it, I could barely sleep. I keep pacing the living room floor most of the night. I try to lay down, and I can't breathe, I get hot, and anxious, and I think I'll never get better. Which worsens the cycle ( Read more... ) -
What the Season Means
This has been a hell of a year. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that way. And last year was the WORST. Like a literal country song. And I HATE country music. #theMusicOfBigotry ( Read more... ) -
I Never Thought I'd...
I've been meaning to write about this for a while now ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye To LiveJournal - The End of an Era
My account is expiring in 12 days, and I've decided not to renew it. I haven't been comfortable with all the Russian goings-on with LiveJournal and the need to abide by Russian laws - including their draconian laws about LGBTQI people. I have exported my journal over to Dreamwidth here:
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Come and Go
Mom left yesterday evening. She spent 3 weeks staying with us, and it was really nice having her with us. Liza never really warmed up to her the entire time she was here, so her barking did get a little old. I had to yell at her a lot. When Mom would just sit down, Liza would usually calm down, but whe Mom would get up, Liza would go off.
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Motherly Company
My mom comes tomorrow to staywith us for 3 weeks!!!! I'm so thrilled! I'm looking forward to having her with us. I miss my mom, since she lives in North Carolina. -
Better
It's amazing how much better I feel when I get more sleep. I know this might sound very, "Well, DUH, Kevenn!" but sleep and I have never been easy companions. Even when I was a small child, I remember most nights, lying awake in my bed. One night, I remember staying awakw all night, just telling myself stories and quietly singing songs to myself ( Read more... ) -
Unusual
It's all unsual. We have a President in the White House fucking DEFENDING white supremacists carrying actual Nazi flags and shouting about how they hate blacks, jews, and gays. I can't ( Read more... )