I've realized that I talk about myself WAY too much.

I have a lot I want to say in this entry, but I'm probably not going to get around to saying all of it. For one thing, I'm not quite sure how to articulate everything I'm saying right now, and for another, I'm not quite sure I care to ( Read more... )

I'm in the Bahamas!!!! I'm in paradise with my freind Alexis. It's very nice - it's more than nice: IT'S INCREDIBLE!!!!

Life has been pretty good lately. I have college auditions in a little over a month.

i am so fucking angrydhre ;af flwakejf vf;ew i feel like smashing this keyboard against a wall..

ewould any of you guys stay with someone WHOS A FUCKING EMOTIONAL CRIPPLE GOD DAMMIT

HE CALLS ME IMMATURE

I wish you didn't live on the other side of the country.

I wish you weren't sleeping over at your sort-of boyfriend's house tonight.

WOW! It's been quite a while since I've updated my journal. To tell you the truth, I sort of forgot about it (and, just maybe, I got sucked into the Facebook phenomena ( Read more... )

Life seems pretty complicated right now. I'm definately not enjoying how all of my committments seem to pile up at the end of the year, just as everything should be winding down. I remember how easy everything was a year ago. It's so ufnfair. I have something like four missing essays that I have to write in a week, I have to turn in all my homework ( Read more... )

It's funny... when I was single I craved companionship, but now I miss the solitude.

Grr.

So I had two really horrible lessons today. The type of lessons that make me think that I will never get into college. Shit ( Read more... )

It has been one day, and I am already upset.

I have never felt such a wonderfully sick twist of longing and self pity.