Been sitting here for 15 minutes, Kev, trying to think of something to say to you that could put a positive spin on all your words, but, damn... you did far too good a job at making it all seem so hopeless that you've even got me thinking that it probably is. And that bites. I know how deeply Nicky loves you... how much you love him. Sometimes love just ain't enough... that's a song, can't think of by who at the moment.
You know, it would probably help if I just tell Nicky to not come to the party, go to TO instead. My feelings wouldn't be hurt. Of course, there'd be other women there that you could fuck, but at least it wouldn't be a thorn in his side that's fucking you. One little bit less of turmoil in your lives, right?
Jesus, Howie...don't tell him not to come. He's so looking forward to bringing Annie and showing her off. It'd be better if I didn't come.
It does look hopeless doesn't it? What the fuck is up with us? You and Aje just connected and haven't been apart since. Me and Nick have been together, off and on, for years, and we just can't seem to get it right.
What does that tell you right there, man? YEARS! You've loved each other for years. To me, that means there is this incredibly deep connection. One worth saving.
And don't you dare put this on yourself like that. Don't slap yourself down because it's rough. YOU are so very much just as good as Nicky. Maybe if you started believing in yourself as much as we all believe in you, then you'd see it too.
AJ's in Florida, by the way. Tony busted a leg or something yesterday morning. I was on a fuckin' date for appearances sakes. Christ.
Yes, years...but it wasn't till recently that it became so fucking serious. At least to me.
I'm a cheat, D. I fuck around on him, I don't take him seriously...enough, I can't stay away from the pussy. No...I'm not good enough for him!
We've got a connection, but I'm wondering what it is, really. We fuck good...we make love. We can't seem to survive without each other, but all I seem to do is hurt him every single fucking time I turn around.
There's got to be something wrong with me.
And...a date? With a girl? And you didn't invite me? Did ya score?
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You know, it would probably help if I just tell Nicky to not come to the party, go to TO instead. My feelings wouldn't be hurt. Of course, there'd be other women there that you could fuck, but at least it wouldn't be a thorn in his side that's fucking you. One little bit less of turmoil in your lives, right?
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It does look hopeless doesn't it? What the fuck is up with us? You and Aje just connected and haven't been apart since. Me and Nick have been together, off and on, for years, and we just can't seem to get it right.
It must be me...he's too good.
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What does that tell you right there, man? YEARS! You've loved each other for years. To me, that means there is this incredibly deep connection. One worth saving.
And don't you dare put this on yourself like that. Don't slap yourself down because it's rough. YOU are so very much just as good as Nicky. Maybe if you started believing in yourself as much as we all believe in you, then you'd see it too.
AJ's in Florida, by the way. Tony busted a leg or something yesterday morning. I was on a fuckin' date for appearances sakes. Christ.
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I'm a cheat, D. I fuck around on him, I don't take him seriously...enough, I can't stay away from the pussy. No...I'm not good enough for him!
We've got a connection, but I'm wondering what it is, really. We fuck good...we make love. We can't seem to survive without each other, but all I seem to do is hurt him every single fucking time I turn around.
There's got to be something wrong with me.
And...a date? With a girl? And you didn't invite me? Did ya score?
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