I haven't posted in awhile....since april 2nd 3:30 I think it said...I guess a lot has happened...I finished one paper it's sooooo crap....it's hard to write a report on a holocaust general history book when you don't read it...but it's not bad for not reading it...I blame myself...make me read, make me learn, make me into what you want...I'll just ( Read more... )

i didn't post yesterday and this is the sorry
excuse for a post today....I'm not in the
mood....I don't wanna go to work....i
hope she's there tonite....i hope
she makes me smile...
...
and
so
it
goes
it's
the
devil
I
suppose
but
it
doesn't
matter
much
to
me
...

it's hard to study when you have soooooooo much on your mind....i wish I could clear my mind of everything right now and focus on studying...i figured if I wrote some things on here I wouldn't have to think of them anymore...today me and my dad had a little talk...I don't wanna go to school anymore....he wants me either to save up money and live at ( Read more... )

...o well you got me under your spell ( Read more... )

I NEED HELP!!!...i have so much work!!!and I'm not doing any of it.....why is this sooooooo hard....last night work went by soooo fast...as I was leaving it felt like I just got there...it was creepy...i came home ate burritos and went to bed..woke up at 8:00...showered...washed my hair...threw on some clothes and caught the train...class was ( Read more... )

i reeeeeeaaaaaaalllllllllllly......need to do homework...i need motivation...i don't wanna go to work....i should stay home and do homework alllllllll day!!!! but I can't....I have to work....I work sundays because noone else will work....hmmm..i need a new job...maybe I need no job...for a little...i got some money stored away...I don't know what ( Read more... )

i'm sweepy......<3 today is paige's birthday....<3 I hope she has a nice day...she deserves a few of those....today is vince's birthday...he made a movie called kill christ...I laughed....sorry jesus it was funny...well I had nothing to be nervous about chelsey didn't show....she's really nice and happy...well atleast that's how she makes herself ( Read more... )

i have work in an hour...and there's only one thing I'm looking forward to but dreading at the same time...I don't know what to do about this girl...chelsey...I thought she liked me but now I think that she thinks I'm a big joke or soemthing...explanation...you got it!!!.....someone pranked my phone last weekend...I think it was her and her friends ( Read more... )

i woke up and didn't shower .....this is established....got on the train sat with geoff and dave and I should have been reading but I was not...got off the train did not go to my first class called paige...I told her I was skipping my second class and we should do something after her first..so I read about hitler for a little...talked to tom again ( Read more... )

well I was wrong I didn't take a shower... in yesterday's clothes....train time!!