Sure, as a new mom I lose a lot of sleep...but my looking into that sweet little face...knowing that Jon and my love together created such a wonderful little person...makes it all worth it.

7 more days until my darling son is due to enter this world. :) I can't even express all the different things going through my mind right now. I'm nervous. Happy. Scared. Excited. Ahhh.

Im tired. This being pregnant thing is hard work. Phew. Lol. I miss my husband. He's had to work like 17 hr days all week and then today, which was supposed to be his day off, he ended up working another 13. Blah. I got to help him for a while, but there is only so much I can do right now ( Read more... )

Im tired. Being pregnant is overwhelming. I keep having bad dreams that I wake up bleeding. In some I lose the baby, in others they say I have to stay in the bed the remaining 3 months, which means I can't be in my dads wedding or have my shower, or anything. I don't like these dreams and wish they'd go away. The doctor says everything is great so ( Read more... )

It's a boy! Kylar Chance Rolens. Hard to believe we're gonna be parents.

I must say...being pregnant is wweeeeeeird. My belly is constantly doing flipflops and I'm always wishing I were sleeping instead of whatever I'm actually doing. I dont know how I'll make it an entire 9 mnths. Lol.

I actually left the house today...crazy eh? I'm still not ready to see people, I just needed to buy shampoo from Rite Aid. My walk across the street, trampling through the snow, seemed to take forever, and all I wanted to do was get back to the comfort of our home and weep ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm dying inside; like a vital organ has been ripped from my body. This miscarriage has been by far one of the hardest things I've ever had to face. That was my baby. I talked to him/her. And suddenly, there's nobody in there. Jon's been so supportive, but as soon as he goes to work, I'm alone at home for 8 hours doing everything I can ( Read more... )

My life just keeps getting better and better. Jon and I are great. I'm closer with my family (other than the mother who didn't even call for Xmas). I'm realizing who my real friends are. I dunno, I'm just happy. I have this amazing husband who just turns me to goo every day. :)

Sometimes I almost feel guilty about being this incredibly happy. :)