broke things off with both boys ( Read more... )

i am adoring sebastian lately ( Read more... )

i bought three records today. also a dress and i shoplifted some other things. i'm waiting for my roommate to get out of the shower so i can shower ( Read more... )

I live where the chaos swirls. I shake my shoulders up and down, navigating jubilantly as I breeze through comfort zones like a ticket holder to the backstage of cordiality. I arrive where the cerulean tides of formality constantly break apart into waves of ecstasy.

i feel more centered,
in the midst of chaos.
i am only able to stand still
in the storms eye,
when i am on the outside
clamoring past.

i'm happiest when i am what other people would call scandalous ( Read more... )

live journal is dying

i will never let my livejournal die though.

mmmmmiiiiiiissssaaaaaaannnnthhhhrooooopyyyy

love my life hate my friends

crawling through
these
idiosyncrasies
every one of us
puts up a wall
too thick to break through
but too thin
to resist.

i wish
i were
less vulnerable.
my face melts every time
i smile.

i bet,
they don't think like i do.

in the night time
we are different.

in the day time
we glow.

i wish

i were

less vulnerable.