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Basics
Name: Satou "Berri" Uggu/TaiyakinoNaku
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Your Behaviour
What is your general temperament?: I'm usually very cheerful and optimistic. I have to be, though, because most of my friends are EMO and unless someone's smiling they're just so darn depressing... ^^;;
How do you deal with following the emotions...(please explain as best as possible)
Happiness?: Umm... I usually smile and blush. It depends on the kind, though. If it's something like excited-happiness I can be loud and dorky and giggle a lot, but if it's the touch-your-heart type happiness I get really quiet and blush a lot.
Anger?: Depends on the kind. If it's because my friend teased me I'll whine, stomp my foot and refuse to talk to her until she apologizes. But if it's something else, I usually "black out" ^^; I don't remember what I do, but when I come to again, I'm usually in trouble for cussing at someone or doing something really mean and I just feel so bad ;//;
Sadness?: I smile. If I get sad then my friends will all go back to their suicidal depressing ways, so I can never act sad around them. If I do get caught crying I usually make up excuses. Then when I get home I lock the doors and turn up some music so no one can hear me cry, because if mom hears me cry, she goes emo too. x_x;
Fear?: I try to be brave! I really do! In the summer time I'll carry a coat with me so if it thunders or if I see something scary I can put it over my head and not cling on to people. But without my coat or purse to protect me I crumble. When I get really scared I can't move and I tend to start crying and wailing with no control over myself. It's really embarrassing...
Humility?: I melt. Or try to. Into a puddle and then hope no one looks. I can apparently turn very red. Depending on the situation, I might also whine and complain that it wasn't my fault I answered the question in a dirty way because I wasn't thinking it was a dirty question.
Loneliness?: I hug my purse, or a stuffed animal, and just remind myself that I'm not really alone. It's cheesy and lame, but it works well for me. If that doesn't work I cry for a bit and I might call a friend or get on IM.
Your Habitat
Do you prefer being alone or with people? Explain your reasoning: I love my friends sooo much! If I'm with them, I feel so so happy and like I can do anything! But I really want to protect them from their sadness, so sometimes I need to pretend to be happy. So if I'm sad I would rather be alone. Though, a lot of the time, even if I'm happy, I want to be alone.Being with them is often really stressful.
Would you rather be surrounded by just your family or by just your friends? uu... I'm gonna cope out like everyone else... My friends are my family sometimes! It's hard to chose. But my friends will accept me for me more than my family-- my family hates everything about me, from the way I talk to the way I smile. Being with them can be painful sometimes... ^^;
What is something you cannot live without with? (Other than food, water, oxygen, and then like.): Love. Especially when I see my friends, I don't see how anyone can live without love for something. Maybe I'm being self centered, but it's because they love me and everyone else that they don't hurt themselves anymore. I also really cling to my dream of being a voice actress-- in the few situations where I've almost died, it was the fact I want to be a voice actress that kept me from giving up. ^^; miii...I'm cheesy. sorry...
Are you an indoors or an outdoors kind of person?: Depends on the weather. I love to be outside in the sunshine and to play in the woods and stuff, but a lot of my hobbies, like voice acting and writing stories, require that I'm indoors...
What is your favorite season and why?: I love them all ;//; Spring is beautiful because everything is being reborn and it's so colourful and I love to picnic under blossom trees with my friends and during autumn the leaves are falling and looking so pretty and then I love winter because it's fun to play in the snow. >///< I like summer least because I die of over heating so fast and there are lots of storms.
Describe what you would consider "a perfect day". What would you do? Where would you go? What would the weather be like?: Mmm... My friends would all be 100% happy! It would be sunny out without a single threat of storming and we would do whatever they wanted. I'd like to go to the woods in my backyard to play games and stuff, or I guess just wandering the mall together... but anything is fine as long as they're happy (and there's no thunder ;__; ).
Describe a place where you feel most safe/comfortable: The coat my grandmother gave me always makes me feel better. Lame,I know. Same goes for the purse she gave me and the ring my mother bought me. I feel like if I can carry little signs of their love I'll always be safe. I also feel safe anywhere with people I love near by. ^^; But if it has to a place, then I'd say the woods on some days because it's so peaceful there and my room on others when it's storming.
Describe a place where you feel the most discomfort/hate: Out in the open,like the ocean. Don't get me wrong, I love the ocean! But if I'm in the water and there's more than ten feet of nothing below and around me I freeze. I also can't stand huge crowds of strangers because..um... yeah... .//.
Describe a place that has a special meaning to you: Cheesy-lame-Ayu-ish I'm sorry ;///; There's this old tree in the woods where my best friends from childhood and I built a tree house. When we were there we played so so SO many fun games and there are so many memories there. We eventually "colonized" other places with swing sets from tree branches and spots where we built forts, but that one tree was where it started (and the tree house there is the only thing that hasn't rotted away yet).
I also like my high school. In middle school I switched schools a lot and made a bunch of friends but we always got separated. But when I got to high school, all my friends met each other and suddenly I didn't have separate friend-families but one big friend-family. So my high school kind of reminds me of that.
Describe your ideal place/world: It would be nice and calm with four seasons so I can enjoy every thing from sun to snow~! I'd be okay with storms, 'cause we need the rain, but not too many scary ones. Everyone would be happy and there would be no war~. Friends wouldn't get separated by distance because it'd be easy to get everywhere. And I'd also like for no one to have to feel alone. I'd like there to be lots of flowers too.
I'd be a voice actress~~ > >;
Name a place you would like to visit or see: Umm.. Japan. ^^; I was in Taiwan and they told me Japan is really pretty and that if I liked Taiwan Japan would be even better for me. I'd also like to see a professional voice over recording booth and be the one recording in it-*shot*
Your Perception of the World
Post three pictures of what you like in your 'ideal world': (for example: a palace, a mansion, a field of flowers, etc).
http://i270.photobucket.com/albums/jj81/ilove2cruise/prettybackgroundfordolphinsticker2.jpg
http://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh56/justinj1986/gristmill-31.jpg
http://i96.photobucket.com/albums/l181/dreamaviator/forest.jpg
Post three pictures of what you consider to be "beautiful" in general:
http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u165/vandenzergen/fuji-japan-cherry-blossoms-and-moun.jpg
http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k171/ava26/scenery_78.jpg
http://i191.photobucket.com/albums/z26/beverly11382/pretty%20pics/mypace8.jpg
Your Perception of their World
What is your most favorite scene in any of the KEY novels or animes? Why?:
Umm... So many...
The scene in Kanon where Makoto gets 'married' made me cry. It was so sweet and sad!!!
I also really liked the scene where Michiru goes away in Air, because that was really sweet-sad too. And of course Misuzu's death scene made me cry.
And in Clannad, where Fuko's sister has her wedding and everyone is there...
Which KEY novel/anime has the most intriguing settings to you? Why?:
Probably Air. From the beach to the island jungle-ness, it was just very beautiful and paradise-y. If it weren't for the fact it is clearly very hot there I would want to move there. ^^; I also liked Kanon because you got to see the town in two seasons, winter and spring, and I love the changing of seasons~ >//<
Thank you for taking the time to read and sorry about my rambling...