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[keyserxsoze]

I really wish I could go more than a couple days without wanting to lay down and die already. My good moods are gone before I have enough time to enjoy them. I'm trying so hard to be ok, and it's just not working. I don't know what to do. Someone fix me.

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[anonymous]

Maybe if Sandye wouldn't be so shut off from the rest of the world and afraid of taking about her problems to people, they could help her through it...
and you know who this is.

[keyserxsoze]

the thing about going to other people....they can't help me and they don't really want to. nine times out of ten, they will just say "cheer up" because they don't give a shit what's got you down, they just want you to be happy to make everyone's life easier. and it just doesn't work like that. instead of bringing everyone down with my ridiculous self, i'd rather just cut them off, save us all some trouble. i've got me. that's all i need.

[assholextyrant]

Psssh! I Thought you were posi. Lame.

[keyserxsoze]

Like I said, I'm trying really hard to be ok. You know it just doesn't work for me. I don't really know what to do anymore.

[assholextyrant]

You are going to call me tonight on your way home from work, we are going to have a lil chat. Bye.