today nick went thru a faze where he wanted to die(commit suicide)...it was funny. then in science me and sharmaine thot about who in our room was more like each person from surreal life...sharmaine: Da Brat, carissa: Jane ( a go go), nick:Christopher Knight (peter brady from the brady bunch), John: Marcus (male model), Matt(paige): vern (mini me ( Read more... )

well richard broke up w/ me...i'm wicked, wicked, wicked sad....*cry* well i'm not having good luck w/ guys so...no more b/fs.......i'm not mad at steph cuz she took it back and said sorry.....that's good cuz sum 1 (*cough* raechon *cough*) was gonna get hurt...ya know....but i'm ok now...depressed...i lost exactly 1.5 lbs...i weighed myself :P
B

O.K. THIS IS IT...I AM DONE PUTTING UP W/ THIS B.S. FROM STEPH!!!!!!!!!!! SHE GOES I NEED SPACE....CUT BACK CALLING ME AND E-MAILING ME...I WAS LIKE WAT DO U WANT ME TO NOT TALK 2 U IN SKOOL TO??!!!! WANT ME 2 PRETEND I NEVA NEW U???!!! IS THERE N E THING ELSE I CAN DO 4 U 2 MAKE U FEEL COMFORTABLE???!!!!! GET U A DRINK AND A LITTLE BAG OF PEANUTS ( Read more... )

i baby-sitted 2day 9-2:30 and got $40 so now i have $90....AWSOME!!!!!!!!! umm...i am sooo gonna buy that dress and a pair of boots..when i am gonna buy it..who noes...i'm sooooooooo busy...no actually not really just evry 1 else...no way to get there...*pulls up pants*...and bsides the $50 and $40 are in checks so i need to cash them so i CAN buy ( Read more... )

hey....i've lost it.....i haven't eaten in at least 3 days...if i do...let's just say it don't stay down....jules u probly noe wat i mean.....i baby-sitted today from 9-2:30 and got $50!!!! i'm gonna buy a dress from hot topic....Jenna and jules u r the only 1's that r gonna noe this and u can't tell ne 1!!!! om monday i'm gonna dress as close as ( Read more... )

look at this song by cradle of filth called....NYMPHETAMINE ( Read more... )

today was ok.....steph said she loved ray and that she told him too...i just stared usually i laugh at sumthing pathetic like that..the steph was like R U JEALOUS??? i was like OF THAT....NO WAY(pointing to ray)then she was like I DON'T JUDGE BY LOOKS LIKE U DO. i was like I DON'T BUT I WENT OUT W/ HIM TWICE AND HE WAS AN ASS she was like WELL HE' ( Read more... )

let's see i am empty and emotionless, encased in a world w/ no feelings.. how awful is that??? actually not that bad.. lol..except for the fact that the 1s u loved seem just like ppl u know...no big deal just ppl...well that's the only bad part...the good part is the ppl that made fun of u and u hate them...if u cared u don't n e more and it ( Read more... )

i'm sad..i miss jules.. she's all i can think about...wat do i do???? Jules, u were all i had....now u moved and i got nuthin again...
bye,
B

well lets see there is 1 thing i 4got in my last entry. i got intoxicated friday night....it was a skool dance...let's just say the ground hurt...i fell off my balcony. it hurt....alot. i also found out i have dysthymic disorder-chronic mild depression. great...just wat i need.....i don't like n e 1 or anything.....life is boring. except for ( Read more... )