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It's getting harder. But I know I can't get anyone worried with what I'm feeling or how my breathing is. I don't care, I hate feeling like this. Maybe getting my butt out and moving will help me cause I'm really starting to think that this is the only way.
I'm going to ShinRa today. I know Tifa said it was a bad idea. But I want to see for myself.
I can't breathe.
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